rant - Chloroform Days


Gotta launder my karma September 28, 2025 Typical Cammy. Does a gigantic renovation on the journal and then doesn't use it for a couple weeks. Yeah, I hit a minor depressive streak for a bit. Still getting used to being back in the US by myself. It's all good, we keep going. I actually have a pretty funny story this time! Well, kind of morbidly funny. Internet drama that I'm not directly involved in, but adjacent to me and involving someone I used to know! (I guess if you're sensitive to the topic of minors getting groomed, you should Read more Everything is disappearing April 12, 2023 Well, I'm now a felon. I got fingerprinted and everything yesterday. Not quite. I went for my TSA PreCheck stuff! Was an hour drive both ways for five minutes of being run through paperwork, getting my prints taken (with a cool tablet!), and paying. Yay for our nearest IdentoGo not doing TSA stuff. Either way, I'll know my KTN in a few days, hopefully, and then the flight will be scheduled. I'll then have concrete dates for the trip to hand out. The excitement is starting to build. So many Read more mariteaux was always right February 14, 2023 I was avoiding even talking about my feelings about this publicly, but I'm ready to put it to bed in my mind. In truth, this is some stupid shit that involved one corner of one niche scene, but despite my efforts to carry on, it feels bigger than that to me. I got ratfucked. I got ratfucked! I really don't think it's because of what I said. I think I bruised some egos by being a prominent person in that community who thought 3.0 was unnecessary, so they looked for the first thing they could Read more Oh, Maggie, I couldn't have tried any more January 24, 2023 Y'know how sometimes life turns in a weird direction? Yeah, that kinda just happened to me. My store's in chaos at the moment. The beer lead (my direct boss) is moving to center store inventory, the former center store inventory person is moving to floral, several people got fired in the last few weeks for apparently stealing literally hundreds of dollars from the customer service desk registers, it's a fucking mess. That alone would make me iffy about sticking around at this store, but the Read more Well, here we are again October 16, 2022 Welcome back to cammy.somnol, intrepid web people. I think I pulled down the old site in February of this year or so? So that would make us eight months into radio silence. Thankfully, I'm reclaiming one of my sites again. If you follow what I do, you're probably aware that I archived the Scratchpad back in February as well, the Scratchpad being my prior blog. What makes me come back after swearing off blogging? What's different this time? Why did I not just revive the Scratchpad? After all, I Read more	Cammy, 26. I tinker with games and websites and draw animal people on the Internet. This is where I dump updates on what I'm working on and where life is currently taking me. Post topics webmaster (59) real-life (58) art (35) gaming (19) tech (19) music (14) writing (8) musicmaking (7) mtlx (6) coding (5) photography (5) rant (5) literature (4) modding (4) marfgh (3) movies (3) quake (2) aphrodisiac (1) Previous months ▼ 2025 (44) October (2) September (3) August (7) July (5) June (6) May (9) April (3) March (2) February (2) January (5) ► 2024 (50) December (3) November (2) October (6) September (2) August (5) July (2) June (5) May (4) April (4) March (5) February (5) January (7) ► 2023 (62) December (7) November (4) October (5) September (6) August (5) July (3) June (9) May (5) April (4) March (5) February (4) January (5) ► 2022 (19) December (5) November (7) October (7)

Gotta launder my karma
September 28, 2025

Typical Cammy. Does a gigantic renovation on the journal and then doesn't use it for a couple weeks. Yeah, I hit a minor depressive streak for a bit. Still getting used to being back in the US by myself. It's all good, we keep going. I actually have a pretty funny story this time! Well, kind of morbidly funny. Internet drama that I'm not directly involved in, but adjacent to me and involving someone I used to know! (I guess if you're sensitive to the topic of minors getting groomed, you should Read more

Everything is disappearing
April 12, 2023

Well, I'm now a felon. I got fingerprinted and everything yesterday. Not quite. I went for my TSA PreCheck stuff! Was an hour drive both ways for five minutes of being run through paperwork, getting my prints taken (with a cool tablet!), and paying. Yay for our nearest IdentoGo not doing TSA stuff. Either way, I'll know my KTN in a few days, hopefully, and then the flight will be scheduled. I'll then have concrete dates for the trip to hand out. The excitement is starting to build. So many Read more

mariteaux was always right
February 14, 2023

I was avoiding even talking about my feelings about this publicly, but I'm ready to put it to bed in my mind. In truth, this is some stupid shit that involved one corner of one niche scene, but despite my efforts to carry on, it feels bigger than that to me. I got ratfucked. I got ratfucked! I really don't think it's because of what I said. I think I bruised some egos by being a prominent person in that community who thought 3.0 was unnecessary, so they looked for the first thing they could Read more

Oh, Maggie, I couldn't have tried any more
January 24, 2023

Y'know how sometimes life turns in a weird direction? Yeah, that kinda just happened to me. My store's in chaos at the moment. The beer lead (my direct boss) is moving to center store inventory, the former center store inventory person is moving to floral, several people got fired in the last few weeks for apparently stealing literally hundreds of dollars from the customer service desk registers, it's a fucking mess. That alone would make me iffy about sticking around at this store, but the Read more

Well, here we are again
October 16, 2022

Welcome back to cammy.somnol, intrepid web people. I think I pulled down the old site in February of this year or so? So that would make us eight months into radio silence. Thankfully, I'm reclaiming one of my sites again. If you follow what I do, you're probably aware that I archived the Scratchpad back in February as well, the Scratchpad being my prior blog. What makes me come back after swearing off blogging? What's different this time? Why did I not just revive the Scratchpad? After all, I Read more

Cammy, 26. I tinker with games and websites and draw animal people on the Internet. This is where I dump updates on what I'm working on and where life is currently taking me.