Chloroform Days - Cammy's journal from the end of the Multiverse

Sippies and chatter
May 31, 2025

I was gonna do up a long piece explaining the MySQL MoodMatch thing for my album reviews I've been putting together, but eh. It can wait a couple days. Here's something I doodled up for Caby! She's been going through it a little lately, and I figured good vibes are what's needed right now. I really love how this came out. I was even having issues drawing Cammy the other day, let alone Wren, so the fact that both came out real easy (after a nice Saturday morning drive through the countryside) Read more

Lince!
May 28, 2025

This is a little old news now, but I haven't posted it anywhere yet, so let's fix that tonight. Lince! There's a certain old Cammy drawing with a big stuffed marf (you can see it on his original original 2019 ref) that we learned a few months ago dcb was mildly obsessed with for a time, so I decided to draw him a Lince version (featuring his real life plushie Timber!) as a present for completing this semester. Came really quick for how complicated the pose is, and he loves it! I'm proud of it Read more

Felix sketches!
May 02, 2025

If you've known me for a very long time, we're talking the teen years, and even then, you had to be close to me—okay, so basically, only Savannah knows, but still—I've actually had OC ideas and ambitions since I was 14, but a lack of drawing ability really kept me from sharing them widely. I tried to write them, but nobody reads that shit and it wasn't very good anyway. Even since I learned to draw, there's been a certain fear I've had of actually designing them for whatever reason. 2025 marks Read more

Happy Easter!
April 20, 2025

Well, what is this? A drawing from your old pal Cammy? Yeah, turns out Warring with my Mental Health doesn't stop me from drawing a fucking picture, because I don't suck dick on the weekends, so instead I lined this sketch of Bunny and afan from last year and shaded and colored it all sunny, because happy Easter, you fucks! Good times. Completely unrelated story: sometimes it takes a dragon spitting in your mouth (while fruitily whispering into your snoot how much you like it) for you to Read more

And now I guess it was a bad sign
March 29, 2025

Journal! Why have I forsaken you. I don't particularly want to dump a load of really personal shit out onto the Internet, but I have been going through one of the most unstable mental health episodes I've ever experienced. My mood has been a fucking yo-yo. For extra hilarity, I also decided to start a strict diet and temporarily quit drinking to gain some mental clarity, and while I ultimately think those were a good call, short term, I am down two things that I quite enjoyed in a period of Read more

Anniversary icons!
January 20, 2025

Happy six years, Caby <3 It's been a strange last couple of years as life re-enters the picture and we get busy and don't just have time to hang out all day like we used to, but I'm really happy to say I'm less clueless now and understand her better, and she understands me better as well. Our discussions don't turn into argumetns anymore. It's been well over a month since we last fought, which maybe doesn't sound like a long time, but it's the most peaceful we've felt in a very long time. Read more

Small lost child
January 16, 2025

First drawing of the year finished! January is Wynuary, as is tradition, and I wanted to add to the weirdly large pile of "Wyn exploring the dark with a flashlight" drawings. Mine has some shitty layered fog though, ooooh! Yeah, first time painting fog, and I think it came out...interesting. I used the bleeding watercolor brush in FireAlpaca and then smudged it. There's five different layers of darkness here, some on top of the boy, some underneath. It does give it a nice sense of depth, at Read more

But if you must be concerned...
August 01, 2024

Well, August 1st would normally mean the end of the annual art trading extravaganza Art Fight (here's my profile—note that all Art Fight links require a login), but they extended it to the 3rd this year! Turns out deploying features mid-event causes people to not be able to submit attacks. Still, I'm bowing out at the normal time because I've accomplished everything I want to, and I really had to upend a lot of my routine to make it happen. It was intense, sometimes rewarding, and sometimes Read more

Art Fight Art Fight Art Fight
July 12, 2024

Well, we're eleven days into July and I still haven't updated the journal yet this month! Literally all of my free time has been spent lately either writing album reviews (follow the RSS feed, I've got a run of one of day going!), working, and most importantly, participating in Art Fight! I've gotten four attacks done in eight days. One attack every two goddamn days. Here's some highlights: It's been good, really! It's nice to get some more dynamic, character-driven art done, given how much of Read more

Living here, giving here
June 28, 2024

I've been meaning to write this post for literally a week now! I'm just...really busy at this point. And likely to fall asleep the moment I get out of work. I haven't talked much about my job on here because I think everyone around me is a little sick of the "Cammy doesn't like his job" carousel even though this one probably legitimately deserves the complaints. At my last two jobs, I was at fault, really—a lot of me being a baby for no reason, a lot of issues with customers and other employees Read more
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