Cammy's Big Rambly Journal

Hello! I notice you're using Netscape (or other CSS-noncompliant user agent—in which case, consider this an easter egg) to view this journal. Because Netscape is so titanically shit, I have disabled image viewing on Netscape specifically. If I didn't, you would notice random images being replaced with each other and similar such strangeness. The posts are still visible, but you'll be missing the images, which are half the context of these posts.

You should use RetroZilla if you can; it runs on Windows 95 and up and gives you a perfect cammy.somnol viewing experience, plus more comfortable Web browsing on retrocomputers in general. Failing that, Internet Explorer 3 (which amusingly also displays this message, since it doesn't support the display CSS property) and up will also work perfectly fine for seeing my journal posts.


October 26, 2023
Baby, I'm a big star now

Do I need a subtitle?


Some people will cut you 'til you're bleeding
But not me, 'cause I just wanna do it to myself

I'm just checking it up
Baby, one more time for you
Checking it up until the pile hits the sky
Well, even the best years are a waste of time
But baby, I'm a big star now

All these seasons, all this time
Spinning past 'til they leave you far behind
Lay me down in the circle where the spotlight shines
'Cause all this pleasure gets me high

I think I've felt every single emotion there is to feel in the past 48 hours. I've been so manic today, my word. I think I've been up since 4AM?

I will say, I just passed my 90 day probation at my job, so I feel comfortable mentioning what I do here explicitly and a little more often without worrying about someone trying to fuck with it: I have graduated from selling your grandparents cheap alcohol to fixing your grandparents' dirty, dusty Toshiba Satellites. I've learned a lot there so far; it's definitely a lot more pressure than my last job, but I enjoy it. I've finally settled in and I'm doing a pretty killer job, if the ESP numbers are anything to go by. (This has nothing to do with the Counting Crows song, as it's just a boring retail job. I just really like that one lately. The manic feelings, maybe closer to being related.)

A new design for Badger Cammy

Here, have a Cammy I drew this morning because I was fuzzy and missed him. I think, since Setter has the t-shirt and jeans comfy look going, I'll dress Cammy up a little more and make him a bit sleepier-looking to boot. This one didn't come out very large, so I can't do much with this drawing, and the sketchy coloring I did I think needs more practice—but then again, so does the way I draw Cammy period. I think it's super cute, and certainly a lot more solid than the last time I drew him in December of last year. Hooray for vaguely understanding heads now!

Alright, I gotta go get ready for work! On that saving money grind, yo.